thank you pg and everyone who has been so kind and thoughtful.
i always knew losing andy would be hard.....
but i had no idea it would be this hard.
i miss him so much.
i think this image of the petunias along our front walk is the perfect symbol of my feelings.
i know there is beauty, love and goodness all around....
but it's a little blurred thru the tears and sadness i am experiencing.
i will be okay...
but, in the meantime i will take your advice pg, and pray for dreams of my 'doo-doo' andy...
love you forever sweet boy..... xxo, mommy.....
pg, your posting today was beautiful. i love your artful image... really truly amazing... love to you!
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oh honey ...
you really really need to take the time you need to heal ...
one can never prepare for such a loss ...
i remember so well, when my brother died, feeling so dark that i couldn't feel the sun's shine ... some days i didn't want it to ... some days i yearned for a day without hurt ... but mostly i worried that i would never feel the sun again, or any light or beauty ... but, in time it did ...
the sun will shine again ... the blur will clear ... all in the time it is supposed for you ...
be gentle with yourself ...
love love love,
pg
yes, time will help...you are in my thoughts, take care of yourself, and yes, the dreams will come
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