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happy canada day pg.

what a fabulous hot summer day it is!!  hope you are having a wonderful day .... 

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i just had to share a pic of andy today....

poor old boy is not well.

the other night i took him to the trail.  i thought it may 'perk' him up a little.

and it did...actually.  he was romping thru the grass, tail wagging....

happy.... and most of the time ahead of me.

but on our way back he headed into some longer grass, sniffing away... and i kept going.

i turned around at the bottom of the hill to see him barely walking.

i don't know if he twisted something or what?

he has one bad back leg already and sometimes he goes around on 3 legs.

but now he has done something to his other back leg...

i had to carry him out of the trail. gosh he is heavy.....  he was just so sad....

sigh

this has happened the odd time and it just seems to improve in a day or 2.

but i'm afraid that's not the case this time.

at least not yet.

so i think my old boy is just plain tired out.

i've been carrying him all over the house, so he can be with me.

if the boys weren't away this weekend, we may make a decision.

but we will wait til they get home.

bryce would be devastated if he couldn't say goodbye.

has the time really come?

i honestly don't know if i can do this?

he's a part of me.... the best part of me really.

but seeing him suffer, hearing him whimper when i leave the room and he can't just follow me....

it's too hard...and so not fair to my sweet boy.

pray for us please.....

such a huge part of our hearts he holds.....

i said a little prayer and asked God to help me with this.

if his leg doesn't get better soon i guess we will know the answer.

over the last month or 2 he has slowed down a lot.  he sleeps even more.

it has felt as though he was just tiring out.

i'm sorry for the sadness..... 

but i wanted to share this with you and our friends...

perhaps a few prayers will be sent our way.

talk soon...xxo, kim